Broken.

She knows everything about love and relationships that she needs to know: they don't last. She knows everything about relationships that she needs to know because you hurt her over again and again, and got her coming back for you every single time. Not because she didn't know, but because she chose to look over the details of a wreck you were turning her into. The more it went on, the deeper she went in, but you were always shallow. Why did you had to be this way? Wrong question. Right question would be, 'what the heck was she thinking when she said "I love you"?' How can one be so deeply in love that they overlook every single flaw, every lie? Is it possible to be that patient, and to think you'd change someday? You could never change. Feelings mean nothing to you. And one day, you'd get stabbed in the heart like you stabbed her and left her bleeding. She had given up for good; on relationships, on friends, on life. But everyone's saviour comes around sooner or later. Her's came around sooner. And she was healing from all the pain, the scars, the fear. She laughed more often, cried a lot less. She looked full of life, again. Just when she had gotten over you, you come back and took her by surprise. You just couldn't stand her being happy, could you? You had to, you just had to come back in her life again to cause the damage she just had recovered. But you got her coming back for you, again, like you always did. You made her go through even worse now, but she didn't overlook this time. She had her say, she had her choice. But you never stopped her as she walked away. You never did. She gave you everything, and she still hasn't got anything back. So much for loving you.