It’s ironic when two lives cross each other and things change. Out
of nowhere, their lives collide like a mere coincidence. But nothing is a
coincidence. It’s always meant to be. Things happen precipitously. So sudden
that it takes a while to grasp it. To realize that it has
happened, that things will be different from now on.
I was never used to change. I never liked how things just change
to something else. And you watch it all happen it front of you but can’t stop
it. You don’t even know it's happening when it’s happening. I hated how unaware
one is while transition. Because the process is so slow that you barely notice
it. You barely notice your life is being transformed into another. It used to
take such long time for me to grab hold of the thought that it’s not the same
anymore. That life is on another pathway now; things are going to be different
now. I never accepted a change. I was fixated in wanting to have things going
the way they’re going, and that was alright till the end of the world. And yet,
I craved for new things when I got bored. Life is never easy with me,
transforming or not.
Losing a friend could be as hurtful as it is. It’s a change one
eventually gets used to though it took me a while, a long while. But finding
love is the change that changes everything else.
Looking back, when you see life from the beginning, you realize you’ve completely
revolutionized as a person. And its not so bad.
Change is always good – that’s what I’ve always heard people say.
But from what I know, most of the time, it’s not. Most of the time, it’s
wrecking one’s life. Or maybe I just dramatize every single thing that happens
to me.
